Lair of Memories ~ Archived Post October 6, 2008

The memories of.. a ggFTW blog post.—

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♥Nothings ever as it seems~♥

Posted 10-06-2008 at 06:02 AM by HopeSama
Trying to get my Blog style back teehehehe~

Current Mood::

So here i am once again, As i constantly think about things i always ponder too much maybe? Anyways lol its about 6am here for me. Quite early i feel like i might do a lot of stuff today actually, however i still have a sense of loss since I’ve been seemingly not able to contact certain people as much as i wished i could. I’ll probably get my quizzes for school out of the way today but I’m not sure yet ^^; i think i might need to read over things again >>;.

So yeah its getting a bit colder lately and its reminding me of a lot of things that have happened during this time of the year. Some good and some bad but either way i still remember. Ever so close to winters chill, I’ll keep remembering everything..
Autumns crisp coldness and slight warmth might embrace me, i wish it was more than just that though.

Reflecting on my life and how things are going, i often feel like i want to cry out for help but i just cant bring myself to do it majority of the time. Its kind of hard and sad really. Not too many good memories of the fall and winter season yet, though i hope i find some to replace the scars that remain there. Despite all that I’m still cheerful, those are just thoughts that run in my mind from time to time anyways. I am sort of happy but i guess it could be better ^^;

Its just so hard to explain problems even though sometimes you just might feel you want to exclaim them all out even if you’re sure people wont listen. At the same time the worry of expressing ones self, thinking that it might not be helpful at all or harmful to yourself also creates a barrier. I myself have issues talking about my problems even though im dying to say them and look for solutions. Maybe there’s just a time and place for that but i cant help but hope that someday I’ll find my solutions I’m looking for.

Aside from all the in depth thoughts, I probably am going to start expressing myself in cooking more as well too ^^; i enjoy cooking and usually the food i make comes out pretty nice. A form of outlet from my stress, i really enjoy making a nice meal that looks nice and tastes good too. I am also looking for more recipes to try out sometime, I’d enjoy seeing others input on that xD. Maybe some days when i have time i can take pictures of my various projects i work on (like sewing or cooking, drawing) And show them off here maybe lol. But yeah! if you have any recipes you like, do share some with me ^^. I personally like most foods but i try not to use onions a lot, so yeah lol.

Lets see, i guess that’s all i have to say at the moment ^^; i bet my thoughts are confusing, i just cant seem to get my thoughts straightened out >>; oh well. Thanks for listening~

Lair of Memories ~ Archived Post October 5, 2008

The memories of.. a ggFTW blog post.—

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♥~A Beginning, the beginning of the end?~♥
Posted 10-05-2008 at 12:53 AM by HopeSama

So yeah hi o.o
Its been a while since I’ve made any blog posts of any sort and usually they are about either things going on in my life or stuff i stumble upon.

Then again since its been a while I’ll probably say a lot more than just that now xD

Soo.. anyways, yes its nice to see you here.. visiting >>;; or so i think?
Curiosity got the better of you? Oh? maybe not? Maybe I’m just talking to myself then <<;
Well lets get this over with then!
The first post of my blog here on mog lol, first posts are boring, well i never usually have an idea what to say for an introduction anyways xD.

Anyways, lately about myself I’ve just been so busy with stuff irl (classes, family) I wish i had the chance to see and talk with more people than i do now. But i guess everyone else is busy too~ Not much can be done about that but at least in my free time i can mess around with this blog xD.

Other than that I’ve just been grinding and doing random stuffs in trickster as usual, messing around with my new tablet i got recently too, Occasionally I’ll draw too but i might more now with my new tablet since its something i need to get used to ^^;
Must cook moar, i just have so many ideas about things there isn’t enough time to put them all to use lol @.@ oh well I’ll manage xD.
I usually am on trickster but i mess around on gaia somewhat too, cant find anything else at the moment that takes my interest.

Ok so I’m hungry now, I’m gonna wrap this up and go get some food @.@;..
Until next time~

-Hope♥